Life

Well just as we expect from life...it throws curves. We've discovered we aren't on the same page with anything and don't agree on much of our options. So therefore we are taking a break from trying to conceive.


It's just become beyond stressful and tiring. The stress is continuous and its daunting. I'm tired of the tears related to every bump along the way, every option we try to explore and thinking of the consequences of them in the future and crying every time I start my period.


I'm depressed, I'm hurt, I'm angry, I'm jealous and I don't like being this way. I've decided to focus on our relationship and making it stronger and focus on myself too and what makes me happy again. I'm angry and confused with God and need to find him in my life again before I can expect to move on with a family. I do believe there are so many things in our life that need to fit into the puzzle just right before it will come together perfectly as I've been hoping it would. I think I've been trying to put the puzzle together with just the wrong pieces that look right from far away but up close have a jagged edge...


Don't relate this to "ignoring" the problem or sweeping it under the rug and covering it up with materialistic things. It's just putting the problem on the back burner for now and coming back to it when we are 100% fully ready, together.


We won't be talking about babies or trying until we are ready to do that again but believe me we will let you all know !!

*Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Mother Teresa *